I lived my life
I was careless
I couldn't fix the
I couldn't stop the
I just want to start by saying thank you.
For all you have done
you have should me so much in life
The love I never had.
OUT OF CONTROL
The night crawls deep inside of me.
Blinds me of what I should see.
Explosions of emotions set me free.
shall not pass,
The decades of decadence,
Pulse feigned by heart,
felt in concourse of a dream,
The human pulse,
You broke my heart
You killed my soul
And now inside me
Is a battle of fire and ice
Fire for want to hold control
For he is anger
Break it to me gently build me up the easy way, let me know that you love me still and ever more.
As I look back on my greatest pleasures, it seems they flow by so very fast;
I call them “the gentle moments”; that all too quickly passed!
The heart hunts for love.
The soul seeks its other half.
The stars orchestrate.
Lo Ran Zen
a chemistry etching nuance...
bewilderment in the sacrament of attractions,
balanced with repulsive forces.
One happy day I'd never forget
and would forever treasure the memories
was the day you asked me to marry you!
I don't know what to do?
How can I feel your earth below my feet again,
After a thousand years of being alone?
Without disobeying the wishes of my family?
Trim the edges of my worn-out heart,
let the shavings fall upon the floor.
To glimpse the fire, the halves you must part,
Just recently, my eldest daughter asked
a question from past,
one requiring thought
as to when I was last asked.
He walks beside me every day
After all that he went through, Lord!
Why couldn`t you let me help?
His light warms my day
Hushed now is the laughter we shared
Stilled are the dreams we nurtured