The way it has to be

Silence is here in my broken heart
no words spoken nowhere to start
A bitter person ive become
No tears to cry i am numb
Is this what ive come to
This is all because of you
Suicide seems to be the way out
No one will miss me without a doubt
This was me but no longer i found a higher power
ive advaced from the seconds to the hour
I have hope now hope has found me lost
To break my loved ones heart i cant pay that cost
so i wil live for every one the way it has to be
and long for the day i will finally be free free