Life

What is it like to be me
I feel like I’m in a fantasy 
being prodded and poked
Being made to look like a joke 
constantly feeling like I’m about to choke.
What have I done to live a life like scum. 

I can’t even explain to myself what I’ve done
What the hell needs to be done 
To make this life be undone
How could I be born misunderstood 
From the time I opened my eyes 
I didn’t even get a chance to rise
However I’m not surprised
This is what people do to get a rise
They feed off people and live a life of a lie 
I can’t afford to get compromised 
It’s time to say goodbye 
I need to find a way to be free 
Where nobody can upset or abandon me
Please let me find the real me 
I want to live in peace and harmony.