all my integrity

There was the wedding and after it passed I danced my blood around for all to see.  In the worst possible condition I couldn't imagine it with out anything worse.  My pistols are heavy and pounding the pavement, but I know the graves edge is nearby.  Oh don't sing me the song of pity, because the justice is down the hall with the gentleman in white on the right.  I get to pick two for what I have wanted.  I told the man that it's my life and it's sweet and sour that I will keep.  I will still say to myself that it's my time and it shouldn't ever rest and that I need to get on and stay on.  The coast could take me there, but I stay focused inland among the concrete shadows of the bewildered past.  I am so numb from the scrimmaging that I can never remember to look back to the blue.  I know she is there and consistently waves to me and everything's ok...