All That You Despise

When he yells at you sharply 
Cause he doesn't even seem to care 

Do you reach for your old blades 
Or do you even dare? 

He doesn't know how you're feeling
About him, about yourself 
Or of the things  you've hidden in the books upon your shelf 

You say  life's a hopeless story 
of broken dreams you'll never find 
I hope to god you'll wake up 
and it's not from me you'll hide

I see it written on your face 
I can see it in your eyes 
That everything you go through 
Is all that you despise 

Spsp