already gone

i lost my way

i lost my mind

i mean what can i say

you were hard to find

so many days i would hide

trapped forever alone

But, you were always there

yet, i couldn't get to you

no, i couldn't get to you

alone in a dark place

wanting to escape

the tears i shed

feeling alone inside

fighting a war against myself

trying to stay alive

but, one day i gave up

leaving my family behind

not wanting to say good-bye

i couldn't face them

for i was already gone

leaving behind my family with only our

memories

your last words saying

"everything will be fine"

not knowing what tual it takes on me 

as i try to revive

and bring myself back to life