An Apology from My Mind to My Heart

Bullshit to the side can you answer my question?

I really need the answer for my discretion

I would like to know why I'm here

Was it because of you or me or the drugs that were near

I'm sorry cuz I must have caught you off guard

But I feel I just need to know before it leaves a scar

Look I apologize for all the pain I've caused you

But where's my apology I feel I deserve one too

I hate to look at you all skinny and strung out

 I was the same way with out a doubt

I know your still in there somewhere and I seek to find it

I will go up and down mountain tops and try my hardest

I miss you and miss our fun and giggly times

I remember looking in the mirror and thinking damn she's fine

Can we get back to that and forget about the past

Because heart I'm really sorry and this wont be the last.