Dying inside

If my heart tells me lies i ask it to subside
I can't take it anymore
My eyes they run dry
Depression takes control of me like i have no mind
I walk around town with a mind not mine
My mind, is gone and so is my feeling
The only thing i need is liqour to be the filling
My heart is shattered and the pieces go missing 
The merrick i know disappears like m feelings
I thought i found my lover but the love faded quickly
I feel no pain now that my great grandmother passed away
And now you leaving feels like dry ice being placed on my heart
I need you i say but is the need is too much?
I ask that as i cry because i need you a lot
I ask you to make your way back to my arms
Because i need you more than a baby needs a breast
So please return to me so my heart can mend
So we can be in love with hearts that'll never bend