endless

endless:

can you tell me why?
you left me
you made me be this
living in solitude
bitter and alone
the only one the ever made me real
the only one I've ever turned to.
now im black
a vortex of emptiness
distorting the reality around me
slaves
all of the slaves
never will i be made to fell this again
insanity rips
pouring like acid on my soul
how can you
and you alone have done this ?
what made you special
with the scales of a dragon
the name that you bestowed
what about you
made the light inside quiver
why was it you
the man names
as the markings on my skin
the very man
that broke my heart and left it
left it in a draw to rot
a draw where our names once lay together
how could you that man
still be in my heart
craving endlessly you;ll appear
wishing begging for another day
just a breath
a touch
to know your here
reliving your face
asking
why not me
why aren't i the craving
cant i be loved
is it my fault ?
dam you to make me feel like this
a feeling which was once never thought
broken- shattered - the shell that i am
never again to feel what i once took for granted
alone for always endless in my pain
and eternity in solitude
never to feel again
endless !