i can't ignore these feelings

i cant ignore these feelings 

their flooding my thoughts

a river of pain fills through my eyes 

and flows down my cheeks 

like a waterfall on a rainy day 

i cant ignore these feelings 

im happy for a day 

but the next its darkness full of pain 

over and over i complete this cycle 

everyday is a new beginning is what they say

but why am i not starting a new 

i cant ignore these feelings 

my heart beats for you 

my eyes cry your tears 

but will you ever love me again

i know i threatened and cursed 

but my thoughts are over whelmed 

my body confused 

my mind empty and lost 

my feet and legs wondering around like the ghost in the fog 

will i ever feel the same 

will i ever be happy once again 

im lost, confused 

and depressed with out you in my life 

i dont know what to do