IF YOU ONLY KNEW

Forever I shall search for you...
Forever I shall withhold my love in uniting for you...
I promised myself a chance at true love...
Forgiving my past instead of giving up...
Sorrow followed me for many years...
Brought this pain upon my heart and caused my eyes to tear...
I loved you...
Even when your heart didnt deserve to...
I let it feel what real love could do...
Love is crucial but its special when its equal...
Remember my presence for it shall not appear before you again...
My heart has past the journey of making amends...
I have found solace all around me...
Diving in the sea of peace and letting it drown me...
For the greater good this was meant to be...
For me to find self in the league of the weak
I have prospered and surpassed my boundaries...
Gained experience in the wake of denouncing...
My future will love me deep and consume me thru and thru...
You should have loved me the right way if only you knew...