I'm on the outside looking in

I’m on the outside looking in
Reliving a life of sin
Time and time again
The pain I see no end
Survival now…a must
In God I put my trust
They pointed when the judged me
Life still has a grudge…with me
I climbed the mountain looked over and thought I seen tomorrow
Walked through the valley of the shadow of death…and thought I left my sorrow
My reality, I think I’m dreaming
At night I wake up screaming
I’m on the outside looking in
Reliving a life of sin
Time and time again
The pain, I see no end
Those revolving doors await me
The system just can’t break me
Getting baptized by the bottle, while lost in the smoke
Thought I found the answer to a life without…hope
Lost in the moment as these minutes pass away
I bow when I say
The pain.. I see no end
Time and time again
Reliving a life of sin
I’m on the outside looking in