My Addiction

Everything I try, Beomes an addiction of mine. Be it BIG or small I get entrapped within its walls, I sometimes wonder do u think ill ever see, A much better person thats still Inside of me?I think back then, and fast forward to now,I see my lifes differenceBut just cant see how. From which direction did I turn and simply denyThat road I was travelin before I got high....Some people choose food some people choose drink. I choose whatever just so not to think. I knew to look straightBut I chose to turn right Caught up in the moment of running from life. You call it whatever you think it may be But Ill remember your name if you ever walk along me. ..Dont worry I wont whisper, point fingers or gossip,I dont care about your lifestyle, or just how you lost it.Who am I to judge, or hold it over your head.At some point in life you'll know just what I meant.An addiction starts off as a secretive friend.See I have no self control, i take things too extremeAnd I use those words lightly as casual as it seems.Dont underestimate my loyalty I hope you all know .Just because I have issues, my family is my home. As hard as it gets to not run opposition,Ive come to the terms. I rule my position.Yes , God has his hand in all that we do,But we get where were going by the choices we choose.So I know the consequence and the thrittle of pain I'm still hoping for the rainbow that follows the rain.