Overthinking Thought

Lightbulb from off to on,
arrived thought caught
within my head, inside my brain
Toss and turn it upside down 
inside out fully exposed 
contemplate, question
One thought inside my cage,
leads to millions of plots possible,
Self defense mechanisms exhausted
fueled with innocent trauma  
insecurities not created equally 

Every decision is made with a risk assessment involved from the data collected  ⬆️ above, I couldn’t understand algebra until I lived with undetermined variables and only guaranteed safety if future problems were solved before answers were asked for…DEMAND. 

Light bulb off,

waiting to process next thought…
pause