Rain of pain

I am a teenager and I make mistakes,

I have been through a lot and have even put up walls so way I can avoid the heart brake.

I have trouble trusting people with many things,

you can hurt me over and over but I have a high tolerance for pain so I can handle the sting.

I have lost lost close people who I have heald dearest to my heart,

It's like a never ending cycle that stops and starts.

I have been through so much just this past year that I have lost the ability to be happy and smile at the little things in life that will mean the most,

I have learned the hard way that not everything is a cup of tea with a side of toast.

The only thing that I have left of all of my goals that went up in smoke is that I will learn not to wait for the storm to pass but to learn to dance in the rain,

I hope that one day all of my tear drops will no longer be a reminder of the pain.