Say Something

Say something, I’m giving up on you
You put me through things I could never do to you
So please, why bother putting me through all this hell
What’s your side of the story, please do tell
You and god made me from a broken mold
You both gave me a life I have to live, I just can’t go and fold
This life I’m living is so airless, it’s suffocating
Living without you is becoming so hard, but I’m still recreating
You’ve gone and shoved me off the deep end
How can you just walk away, you followed all the other sperm donors trend
Say something I’m giving up on you
I can’t believe everything you’ve ever put me through
You’re supposed to be the man who taught me right from wrong
But now I sit here and spill out my feelings in this poetic song
Just one thought of you and I’m fuming with adrenaline
You’re part of the reason why I started abusing the simplest kind of medicine
But that part of my life is done and gone
Now my days are filled with a darkened sun
Say something I’m giving up on you
I say this over and over again, but I just don’t know what to do
Saying that I’m giving up on you is also giving up on me
Because you live a life that doesn’t include me, so it comes naturally
But how do I live a life without you, it just kills me inside completely
The fact that we are bonded by dna and blood
Obviously doesn’t mean a thing to you, because you continue to fill my heart with fraud
You’re not the person I expected you to be
But that’s only because I thought you’d always love me
But now that I’m older and wiser, and I’m older and stronger
Don’t say anything because I’m growing without you and I don’t need you any longer

Stephanie Davis
May 2021