Self preservation

The gold
crucifix around
your
neck
gives away
your over eager
desire
to copulate
in agony
those delightful
sinful
wretched
idolaters
you hold
sacred
Over and over

Insidious
passion
the luminous essense of
enchanted lies
faith
the loss of blood
trickling
momentarily
from
within self
inflicted
humble
punishment
servitude to the altar of
injustice
deciphering the
wrathful
tongues
of devoured
grotesque sermons
that expose
their wretchedness and vast
weakness
that mankind
blindly
accepts and
praises
applauding
rejoicing
as
inferior
as the abominable
scars
that ravage
and worship
the idol
in his
ineptitude
and reigns
firestone and
forgiveness
upon
hordes
of unholy
resistance
I shall burn in
blasphemy
and fall upon
wisdom's unholy
nominated
sword
in order to
save
myself
from
the ancient curse
and abhorrent
suffering
of thy
will
just like who you were
before
the old you
long forgotten 
hidden within this
painted
black
imposed
asylum
sanctuary of
absurd madness
I will never be
Again...