sometimes

sometimes i want the company
of the sea-air and windy bays

sometimes i want to walk in the woods
with golden-brown leaves and eerie walkways as my life
 

sometimes i want to lye in a meadow of wild flowers
the sun the only thing to break me to smile
 

sometimes i want to bathe naked in a wicked blue sea
water and sea-life my family for a day

sometimes i want to stand on the clifftop
wishing to fly for freedom in myself

and "SOMETIMES" my worst enemy destroys these feelings
the knife and pain are my  only friends
               " SOMETIMES"