that spark

Is it lost or just wont be found
Why can’t it return to the mind?
And heart of him?
That thing that once made shine
Now is lost in his own eye’s
He appears subdued because all feeling are hidden
“Tears are for fools!!”
The caption in his mind
Not seeing the joy emotion can bring
Cutting all ties is the answer
So no one stays close for long
Waiting silently am I
In the eye of the storm
Trying to re-awaken what once was there
Fighting through clouds of grey
And fear from years gone by
Patiently I wait for the day
That spark burns again.