The sun

This fire that burns in my eyes from the pain of disappointment and uneasy feeling of  discomfort  what more do you want when you look in my eyes a defeated man with his hands in the air you still push and kick because you dam sure don't care why do I look up and pray hoping you will hear but I only call you when I'm in despair fear of losing all I have so i get on my knees begging and pleading hoping that your there but with all I been through you always pulled me through I don't know where but I know you out there sometimes when I think of you my body get chills or when I speak of the good of you my body get chills but when I'm done running I look over the hills and say thank you for always being there