'Tis Only my Fault

Doctor tells me to take a seat

"Sir you have not a heart beat"

I look up and reply "It has lost its reason to pump"

Forever shall i be stuck in this slump

A thousand years could never fill this hole

How can i choose the lesser if the only evil is my soul

No longer do i gaze into the sky

Hang my head when i now ask why

'Tis not the hand of God thats grasping you from me

Might it be fate, hate, or the path of destiny

Or could it be i who drove you away

Parked in an alley and went about my day

Though through pain i have found words to use

Rather have your love to be my muse

You held the gun but when you fired im to blame

Crushed my soul, give it to me next ill show you where to aim