To whom I love.

I remember the first time I saw you
standing in your group,
for that was the first time I’d seen you and to me you looked so cute.
you had your flowing hair and your schoolbooks in hand,
i couldn’t stop looking at you but what happens next was unplanned.
the days turned to weeks as that turned to months with you on my mind, confused isn’t enough.
i didn’t know what I was feeling but it surely was new, 
a brand new emotion descoverdd because of you.
as time went on we started talking and then that’s when I saw,
that your the only girl, I’ve ever felt this for. 
I soonly fell in love, you didn’t have a clue, I didn’t intend to tell you as I don’t know what you’ll do. 
With everything you done, the walk, the talk, the laugh, my walls became undone, for you are the last.
you soon shut me out and I didn’t know why, I had to deal with it and take it as goodbye. We didn’t talk for months and that it broke my heart, not hearing your voice, I soon fell apart. Depression kicked in and I didn’t know what to do, I never thought I’d fall in love especially over you. I built my wall so tall, nobody could get in, the one person who could, was the one who threw me in the bin. 
Then you came back, like nothing ever happened, I opened up to you untouched was the stupidest thing I did. The moral of this story is to never fall in love, as it hurts the most when it’s true, I’ll keep my guard up this time, try to start anew