What Happened?

3, 2, 1. Where did everything go?

You were smiling and laughing and now your crying and shaking.

What ever happened to that boy I used to know?

The one that was always out with friends having a great time,

now you sit in your house behind your computer screen.

You shout for help, but no one hears you.

You scream for attention only to be ignored.

The memories I have will never be forgotten of you,

but I am just replaced in your head with another.

Another cut, another drink, another pill.

To you it’s all the same isn’t it?

Nothing matters but getting your high and staying that way.

What have I become?