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Today something in me has changed.

I don’t know what to say. I know that I want to say something. I want it to get out of me somehow. So far I’ve only been able to cry. There are so many words that I could use but none really encompass it completely. Empty. Sad. Angry. Confused. Tired. No, exhausted. Scared. Alone. Pain. Fear. Detached. I can’t trust myself. Every time things start to change or look brighter, it creeps in. It never really leaves. I can’t escape myself and that is the most painful thing I have realised.

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MJ

I feel this way all the time. But it's always comforting to know that you're never alone. Many may feel this way, but are afraid to show it cause they fear no one is ever gonna truly understand how they feel. It's never a great thing to live with, but it makes you stronger. Thank you for sharing this.

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Rose97

Thank you for the comment :) 

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A Lonely Journey

Rose, 
I'm so with you, my friend. I'm not sure how we are supposed to figure the enormity of things out, and not feel alone. 
Wonderful write. 
Inexplicable life. 

Matthew. 

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Rose97

I agree. Thank you for the comment :) 

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