Addiction

My head never stops screaming, my heart it is torn.
Happiness visited me, yes you were born...

Bullshit to the side can you answer my question?

I really need the answer for my discretion...

I SOMETIMES, LIKE A BIT OF COKE !
BUT. MY HABIT,S BECOMING A BIT OF A JOKE !
I CANT GET ANY...

I am an addict,
it twists within my soul,
The longing to have it,
Fill up every hole...

My butter cream cake

My cookie bake.

My absolute hero

My Kendal mint cake.

...

its late again and still

the night black as ever

i fight this mess i find

have lost...

the memories take hold of a happy place stole

in waking fear the memory lost

aching to...

Stumble to your sanctuary,

And watch as the burns fade to scars.

Fall into the rich Melody...

It's fun and pain
A place of wild thoughts
Fashion and swagger is it's joy

The school...

You stand there looking, like the hottest little bitch.
Then I start to thinking, What you could do...

They say don't run away from your mistakes. They say do the time if you did the crime. And be kind. Treat...

Whisper's from behind closed doors.
Listening till my eyes are sore.
You don't want this life...

This
addiction goes deeper within, then what's on my surface skin. I think
the depressed...

Times
wasted inside my mind. I've become my worst enemy, an own best friend.
Ironic, an you...

You're under my skin,
My flesh, my bones.
In dark deep veins,
Loving blood no longer...

~~I felt the fire, felt like all of my desires.
Never been so fulfilling, but now I require.
...

~~I am so narrow inside almost caving in
Im dealing with cravings so I can just live
but...