Agony

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There are testaments inside,

A whirlwind of pure truths,

Millions of words...

I’m getting tired of all this hurt

Can I be just done and buried in the dirt?

I’m getting...

Do you know what it’s like to take a sharp object to your skin?

Do you remember telling yourself...

For all the years I've known you baby
I can't understand lately
How you're given me the cold...

A bullet in the brain, to end all the pain,
A blade on the wrist, to end what exists.
A cut...

When you first walked into my life I felt you were the one there was no need to keep searching I was...

Every day my days get colder and colder

I never see myself being older

No matter how hard I...

I slipped and stabbed myself in the leg
To the hospital please yes I did beg
The nurse said...

Every so often you`ll meet a heart that has been broken!

Now they`re all broken battered and torn...

And I take a knife and hold it in my hand feeling the weight
And I slice my stomach right across...

So empty inside.
It almost suffocates me,
the hole inside of me.
It's where my heart...

you told me you'd tell me when things changed, you lied

you told me I was doing everything right...

And if I owe you a reason,

I cannot say you'll get it.

Depression is my dark cloud,...

When I was a little girl

I drew stars

To calm me down.

Before I'd ever heard of...

If I could visit heaven

If only for just one day.

Maybe for only a brief moment

...

Wounded spring of tender love
Take no heed from above.

Stand alone forever I must
My...