Loss

In the solitary moments
of a cold clear autumn night.
A leaf falls softly drifting
in...

Blood soaked my teeth and a heart laid in my hands

I stared into the crowd all of them had been in...

The little boy asked his mom

"Will Santa find us here" ?

We had a house for him to go...

Open eyes, these white walls are my prison and I'm getting tired
The scriptures behind my eyelids...

Somewhere in the night wind
A baby cries.
The waves breaking
pulsating inside her...

On these frigid December days,

My mind drifts far away,

The sky is no longer blue,

...

The November wind was blowing
It blew the remaining tardy leaves
From their precarious...

As the chasm in my heart widens,

and the knife stabbed through it sharpens,

the aches of...

Hold Back The Dawn

Let time stand still, Hold back the dawn
Let everyone weep in voices...

You don't remember me,
But I, I remember you,
You with the shining eyes.
Your eyes...

Please don't say your sorry,

That you don't want me to cry,

That you never meant to hurt me...

If I were prettier

Would you stay with me

If I were stronger

Is love what you'd see...

I thought that you loved me,

I thought that I tried,

Why all your feelings,

You...

I'm right over here

I say with a smile

Just wishing you

would come the extra mile...

I'm drowning in my tears,

There's no one here to see,

The hurting little girl inside,...

I don't want to remember,

What I can't seem to forget,

I'd rather curl up and die,

...