Goodbye

As i sit here and ponder on the year gone by, I can honestly say that viewing it in my head as a projector of different days,  frustration, heart ache ,sadness a constant thought of why .
Darkness falls across me with not a hint of light, willing me with no end in sight .But  no fault but my own, Laughter I hear in the distance to far from here, yet  as I watch the memories of mine this pass year lost friends and loved ones I remember the smiles the laughter seems to be close yet is it mine .. I shut the door behind on the year that affected me in such a way that the excitement and anticipation with yes a hint of trepidation on what the new year has in stall ..Laughter Love an full of joy .
An I am going to be me....