Lost It All

The light of the moon lingered in through the curtains into my room shinning on my face. The ceiling wasn't that high so my feet were only slightly off the ground. Then the door opened and my mom walked in. A frown on her face. She could see me hanging there, death lingering over my body and she mumbled something that broke my heart. "She was a bother anyway." These words struck me like a bullet, she was glade I was gone, happy I had killed myself. Though my body was at the end of my bed I could see everything that happened outside of my body. Later I followed my one friend Cece around until she heard the news about my death. Her reaction hurt just the same. "I didn't really like her anyway." I followed all the other people that had affected me in my life, I watched their reactions to the news of my suicide, over and over my heart was broken by their careless words. It hurt. Even in death it hurt. 

Then I woke up.