Road to nowhere

Can’t go back now and change what I said
It’s all too late now our love is dead 
Kept my distance with a vine around my throat 
Nonexistent 
Just an unlit road ahead 

Back to patterns of coping with the pain 
Pour me the poison 
Narcotics and the rain

Drew you a picture of the things I couldn’t say
If this is how I express it 
How can I expect you to stay 

Can’t go back now and change what I said
It’s all too late now our love is dead
Just use some distractions but you’re in my head 
Their hands seem to cover what I should’ve said

Just give and take, repeat it again 
Use and lose, I can’t be a friend 
Love and pain has fucked me again 
These eyes, they hide from what makes me scared
Exhausting how I need to pretend 
A dark empty space, I find myself in again