Wings of Honour

I'm drowning in misery 
I’ve lost hope of coming to the surface 

absolutely no hope of catching my last breath
evil has achieved its final trial against me 

I no longer wish to fight the dark
​​from here
nor from beyond my dreamer's quilt 
 
i'm at a loss 
why does he want me?
i’m just a quick fix 

he should seek those, deserving of his company
he should seek those
who are already morally wrongful
 
not me 
I belong in the light
with my soul pure and kind

not deep in the dungeons of hell
 
I belong to me
I belong to I
 
not to anyone 
on either side 
 
after all...

I have to protect my precious wings.