Shaking knees

SHAKING KNEES
HERE I STAND BEFORE YOU
AS THE WHOLE WORLD KEEPS ON TURNING
STANDING STILL SOMEHOW EVEN IN MOTION.
MY HEART HEAVY ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING
AS THE GRAVITY OF YOUR NEGATIVITY TRYS PULLING ON ME,
I KEEP STANDING ON THESE SHAKING KNEES.
MY VOICE “cracks” WHEN I TRY TO SPEAK
DEEP INSIDE MY HEAD I HEAR MYSELF SCREAM
“STOPPPPP!!!” CAN YOU NOT SEE WHAT YOU’RE DOING TO ME? IM IN SUCH DISBELIEF WITH HOW YOU HAVE BEEN TREATING ME. 
HOLDING ONTO MY EVERY BARRING STOPPING AT NOTHING TO GET YOU TO SEE, 
NOW HERE I AM  AT YOUR FEET BREAKING STILL STANDING EVEN ON THESE SHAKING KNEES