Unknown lover

How can I lift myself out of myself
My being 
My deen
As seen
When chattering of voices speak itself into a romance once passed
How can I remember you 
Knowing love was not .....
As seen 
For the wine glasses were never chatter or broken to pieces leaving glitters of reflection ....saying 
When can I ....asking when are we...knowing never.
How can I lift myself out of myself 
My unknown lover