12:40

it’s 12:40 am and I should be sleeping
or literally anything 
but I’m crying in my bed
over what I had that’s gone away
because I know what it feels like
i was so close and now I’m so far
you’re slipping from my fingers
as I get farther and farther 
but I’m still in my bed
at 12:40 am
and I’m still thinking
mostly about you