19 and Helpless

I couldn't help it.

I couldn't face the disappointment.

The look on his face,

When I told him.

I couldn't help it.

The way that I felt.

Do I want this?

I'm only young.

I couldn't help it,

Pregnancy.

Such a dirty word at this age.

Am I right?

I couldn't help it.

Do I want this? Does he?

It might not be real,

But I feel... different.

Swollen breast, stretch marks, missed periods.

Is my body telling me something?

Shall I tell him?

What can I do?

Help me.