25/02/18

I wish we had a little bit more time, 
more moments of you and us
more longing looks and loving hugs
more peaceful mornings and fiery nights
less arguing about who was wrong or right
more touching words seeping into my ears
less forgotten memories about holding you close, 
loving you sweet, deep. Without fears.

Wishing for another life,
to escape and have this all
figure out my head and learn to brave through stiff and silent walls. 
Touching one another without fear of loss.

Breathing slow and deep, remembering to pause.
Becoming rational,
feeding myself truths and not these white empty thoughts.