33 years

33 years ago is the day lives would change ,Â
you left this world and nothing would ever be the same.
The Elm St Boys tried to carry on ,Â
It was just to damn hard being our heart had gone.
We all handled your death in diffrent ways ,
Then we all started fading day by day.
Some of us turned to achohal & drugs to ease the pain ,Â
Some of started families to honor your name.
I remember the day we were told you had gone ,
Me , Ryan & Todd were there all alone.
We broke down in tears and fell to our knees ,
 I remember asking God why he took you at just 16.
The ride back home was long and sad ,
We knew we had lost the best man elm st ever had.
For years I couldn't look my sister or niece in the eyes ,
Every time I saw your sister all I could do was cry.
She looked so much like you it was like seeing your ghost ,
She became your twin the more she growed.
Looking back that will always be my biggest mistake ,
I know now u would've wanted me to take your place.
I wish I could go back and do the right thing ,
Cause since your death she hasn't looked at me the same.
I'm sorry Robert that I let you down ,
But for years I was lost and never found.Â
Death and tragedy has struck me many times again ,
I hope I'll find my peace when I see you in the end .

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