33 years

33 years ago is the day lives would change , 
you left this world and nothing would ever be the same.
The Elm St Boys tried to carry on , 
It was just to damn hard being our heart had gone.
We all handled your death in diffrent ways ,
Then we all started fading day by day.
Some of us turned to achohal & drugs to ease the pain , 
Some of started families to honor your name.
I remember the day we were told you had gone ,
Me , Ryan & Todd were there all alone.
We broke down in tears and fell to our knees ,
 I remember asking God why he took you at just 16.
The ride back home was long and sad ,
We knew we had lost the best man elm st ever had.
For years I couldn't look my sister or niece in the eyes ,
Every time I saw your sister all I could do was cry.
She looked so much like you it was like seeing your ghost ,
She became your twin the more she growed.
Looking back that will always be my biggest mistake ,
I know now u would've wanted me to take your place.
I wish I could go back and do the right thing ,
Cause since your death she hasn't looked at me the same.
I'm sorry Robert that I let you down ,
But for years I was lost and never found. 
Death and tragedy has struck me many times again ,
I hope I'll find my peace when I see you in the end .