3.5 years

I can't stay awake, I think about you.
I can't go to sleep, I dream about you.
I can't stay sober, I worry about you.
I can't get drunk, I cry about you.

I don't want to think about you, I'm angry.
I don't want to dream about you, I'm sad.
I don't want to worry about you, I'm scared.
I don't want to cry about you, I'm hurt.

Yet I miss you.