A broken home

Us kids really had an amazing childhood

 And every memory we have growing up in that house was good

but that was until our lives where forever changed

and just like that our whole family would become estranged

Leaving it hard to even believe we where once so close to one another

And it once didn't matter what we had just as long as long as we had each other

But one mistake was made and our family lost 25 years of love in the most unexpected way

and now when we see eachother we struggle just to find something to say

Simply because our anger and hurt still keeps us so consumed 

Yet I still can't help but wish for our family  to just some how be resumed

Like As if our family never came to an end

But our home making the front page for being a meth lab wasn't all just pretend

And our family isn't whole anymore 

Leaving us all with an unbareable pain that none of us had ever experience before

And none of us ever expected for drugs to be the cause of our family falling apart
 
But us falling apart was just only the start

And that moment was just the beginning of what would be caused by all of this

There would also be so many memories that we would now miss

But what are we to do when the damage is already done 

And when reality isn't just something we can outrun 

And Yet I still find myself wondering if this is really it

Because even after 6 years i still dont feel as if reality has actually hit

And after all these years that have already passed my heart still aches for my family just as bad

But how can i not feel this way when I can still remember the love our family once had.....