Gone But Not Forgotten

I remember smoking blunts with you back in the day
Use to pop pills and spill that shit so young
Use to always fuck with mans who never kept it real
Now I gotta put up with this shit all day and night
Gotta put of not having you right by my side
Gotta put up with this bullshit useless wasteful time
Gotta move out from the past it's killing me to even reminisce about it, gotta focus on myself and let the pain drift right out on me
I use to have a dream about you back with me in bed
But now it's just a memory that's faded from my head
I can't escape this nightmare it's killing me inside
Praying every night to let the pain float away
And when the dawn settles as it fades up to the sky
I just look down on myself as I begin to cry
I know your looking down on me just calling out my name
Keep your it up it's not over
You're a blessing in disguise