A Girl and Faith

She has walked alone to many times to many different places
A glow of perfection yet stuck in a troubled life full of hate and mixed races
Theres not much for her out there anymore
theres nothing left she would sacrifice because shes already walked out and shut that door 

Born to believe that this world isnt sore
but this is true when ones beliefs are pushed in to war
She believes in her heart she knows what to do
But only if she knew what you knew

Well is it fantasy or is it real
Something that she doesnt yet want to have to feel
life was not a walk in the park
An altercation left her lost and hopeless somewhere far in the dark.
Her heart just cant keep up to speed when the thrills in her mind always want to mislead
so tell me what would you do
when lifes hardest struggles make you want to shut the world out too

Will it be about faith
Or will it be beyond your control
And un trusting man to catch this
but in the end doesnt give you justice
or is it about a dark forest that leads to a dark hole
Is god going to save me
Is he really the light in to my soul

These questions she wants to know but doesnt have much insight
Shall god have to mold me and shape me to what he wants and knows to be right

She looks up and faintly God speaks " your not an addict anymore cant you believe me and see

Your my child from heaven

My heart, My whole, and My reason  to be. 
Im Here
Listen to me

God why are you doing this 
why are you blind
As She leans over and takes a peak
at her life in rewind

is it over 
is it finally done
God looks up at her and shouts

My dearest daughter its only begun.