A long time dreaming

I spent a long time dreaming, counting moon's and gazing stars
the nights symbolic reasoning, maybe it's the way to captivate
My scar's

I've worn you like a battlefield, cuts of wounded love, in silent prayer,  in hopes that theres - a messenger
Up above, some how
somewhere

To say what I had intended, to reach and touch your ear
All the things I could not say, when in life
I had you near

I love you in my maddest moments in the shallow depth of my mind
In the contours of this love in layers, every way combined

And so my lonely journey continues, without you next to me by flesh
But dwells within my spirit brightest
The powers of love
Refreshed

A tear may fall from time to time, as frustration
Comes and goes
But my heart it holds you dear, and formost
the only Love
It knows

So I count the moon's ever changing faces
And little stars I gaze
So in the heavens my prayers are answered
And you my love
are praised.