A million words to heaven.

This winter has it's cold days And I know you loved the sun Smiling laughing always happy Goofing having fun, The coldest morning breaths arise And lift towards the heavens mist And in the absence of your love Recall the ways we kissed, Some days the light peaks through the trees, and as a beacon Makes light of you, and I find myself just gazing upon a flowers view, and think about the love I hold, how deeply devoted to you and I, and catch a glimpse of you in heaven the light within the sky I miss our conversations, how nervous and a little shy, you were the beauty truly , the sparkle in my eye, I found myself in longing to touch your precious face At night I watch the stars that glimmer and dream of out of space, a rocket to the moon or maybe a time machine, I've touched your face a million times but only in a dream, I found my own direction love you would have been so proud, I still look up for answers written in the clouds I havnt forgotten any part of what my heart had held for you But build up daily all the love and send it straight on through I guess sweet words of love are written each and every day as I go A million words to heaven, if you get them let me know.