Ab`sence

I been searchin for that feeling
Havent felt it in so long
That im just going through the motions
Praying for your return
Because your absence got me hurting
How much pain can one man take
Before it takes his mind and soul
I dont know but I cant quit untill I reach my goals
I miss all the nights I held you in my arms
You were always cold plus you loved my body heat
But every since you disappeared
I aint been the same me
My visions all distorted
N' worse my thoughts are cluttered
I try fighting back but I always stumble 
Seems every since you've been gone I lost all my senses
You left me senseless confused and defenseless
You were my life support
But without you life is short
I cant ignore how much I miss the way you made me feel
Despite anything we face what we have is real
Realer than anything ive experienced before
Your impact is monumental

Need you round
Want you round
Where are you now
Your the only one that I can turn to
There is no one I trust but you 

Youve been gone a few weeks
But it feels like forever
Im so attached to you
Only you satisfy my hunger
Right now your gone so im starving
Desperate to hold on I keep calling
All hours of the night
Because your always on my mind
Sadly my thoughts never reach
Still I cant help but try
Cant let you leave without a fight
You stole my heart and smile
You gave my life meaning
But your absence got me lost
Now nothings ever clear
I cant tell whats real 
Confused I need you here 
My wounds only you can heal
Cant you feel my pain
My hearts in your hands
Im loosing blood fast
And my pulse is growing faint
With my faith
I never believed you'd let me down
And I refuse to start thinking that way now
I know your near but I need you here 
They call me foolish I dont care
Your all I think about
Your the reason that I smile