Absence of presence

My question ! is paying attention really that expensive ?  

I mean here you are ,am talking with u.
But still the presense of you 
doesnt seem to sense the presense view.

I feel left behind .
my attention is  running  all over the place,
 but  it cant face the way to you because you sighting it blind.

I tried  channeling my attention,
and Keep it One with  your motion,
the result was insipit.
I didnt pleasure the  conclusions.

Lost and never found is how i am,
Lack of character Is the way i feel without you.
your presense is  available no doubt,
But absense still revoles through .
Its feels like i dont comprehand in times, its true 
Coz i have you,yet at the same time i dont have u.
 
I mean here u are ,yes am here with you!
But wheres your presence ?
Why am i missing it boo?
come on try ,bby please let me feel your presence

I mean here u are ,yes am here with you
But wheres your presence ?
Why am i missing it boo?
come on try ,bby please let me feel u!.

Dnt put me behind ,
dnt let my attention   run  all over the place,
 While it cant see the way due to your light fail shad or to my face.