ADDICTION

You are in charge of you , you are in charge of the things that you do, Wanting to change your work  or position while others are on another mission ,to fight demons away , when the devil wants to play, as he  reminds you how wonderful it feels to inject this pain away ,just to prick your skin let's the devil know that your his next win mmm feels so good ,  your so used to this pain people think your insane  in your brain  it feels so great no love, no hate ,no pain, no feeling ,not a one could understand that demon you are dealing , people In reality are so quick to judge yet have no idea the fight you are searching for the fight to start healing  , you sweat profusely while fighting your anxiety , come play with me ,,,,,That whisper in your ear,   there it goes again as you  pretend not to hear ,you continue to shake and Trimble with confusion and fear as you remenis those happy days wishing that someone was here, wishing they understood hoping they could ,friends can be that next needle friends can be that next pill so it's up for you to decide, will you continue to spin the wheel of death continuing to fight yourself on whats real and pretend hoping today isnt how you end?living your life full of regret? or keep reminding yourself they ain't seen nothing yet , there's today to change who you were yesterday reach out and understand no-one can help you ,you make that choice ,remember it takes just 1 voice, the voice of helplessness and I'm one to blame while you sit there feeling hopeless and numb feelings going through your brain, like a nobody like your going insane, always under someone's thumb just remember your not the only one,your life's not over your journeys just begun let's join together, and help each other for your not alone not ever just don't get caught up in the devils game please surrender. #Addiction