Addiction

Drug's only a little just enough to give me energy I can stop when I want to.
Is what I would tell myself the excuse I used to defend my drug use.
Doctor's orders take 1 to 2 capsules for pain the start to addiction has found me.
The power in a pill bottle is enough to take away a life and  destroy family's.
Begging God to take this evil of addiction away from me and to change me.
Seeking help and walked away from an addiction that almost killed me but did not succeed. God's love is the most powerful this I feel and can see. 
So the next time that urge to take a pill sneaks up on me I have willpower over this evil of addiction mind control to overcome with God's grace on me.