afraid

im afraid one day, you will see the me, I don't want you to see. the me that's,.not all I can be . the me  that's unsure and insecure.so I write this down here .                                           I am frightened the voice of doubt might  one day ,whisper in your ear and , you will see through the smoke ,.what I fear  so clear, im not who you thought I was .then you will shed a tear...                                                                                                                                             that's why ,I tell you my hopes my dreams and things about my self that I have never told any one else before .so before this goes to far ,you can exit through the closet door .            I just really want you to know , who I am deep inside  what I wish for  what I want and how I could be so much more .                                                                                                           I tell you every thing at a great risk that you don't know ,  so you can make up your mind as to if you stay  with me or you go  I don't want you hurt by me ,for who I am  and who I cant be ......I love you with a love that is deep and true . can you see ? this is why I every chance I get I tell you how I feel openly