In All Actuality

I feel your presence even when your not present
I don't deserve your blessing, your life's a present
I accept what life presents me
Everything it doesn't is tempting
Weak my focus is pending
Straining to restrain I can't help from trembling
My goals are clear but my thoughts hold fear
So my drive is slow while my intuitions steer
Cautious and reserved I face the world
And everything it ensures
But you I don't question i'm sure
Pure, your my cure I need you to endure
Secure with you, its obscure
All my senses are mature
So on them I rest my weight
They help me navigate
I got my head on straight
You help me meditate
And regulate my actions; in all reality
Without you i'm a casualty
Or just brain dead, actually