All the things I like to do

Wathing your salty tears streak across your face ,  as you ponder about what you did to deserve such a thing to happen to you.

it's peaceful. 
I like taking hot showers. 
it calms me. 
Feeling the blistering water pinch your skin ,  stroking the warmth of your body as you stand suffocating by the negative thoughts you contemplate. 
I like  harming myself.
it makes me feel. 
Feeling the coldness of the metal on my skin. 
Watching it pierce my skin. 
Watching the deep , burgundy blood seep out from the straight line the kitchen knife drew . 
I like being a one man island. 
It's serene. 
Coming home from six hours of cruel children who curse you because of who you are . 
You lay on your bed . 
The headphones placed gently on your ears , although mum is screaming at you to do the chores. 
you ignore it ; close your eyes and escape from your grim reality. 

All the things that I like to do.